Thursday, December 29, 2011

Sayonara 2011, konichiwa 2012, yoroshiku onegaishimasu ^^

2011, i will hv to say goodbye to you day after 2moro...
i know i get many hurt from you~~sometimes blame u too ><
my tear left to you...much..but less than B4...
but~~~~u also give me so much joy and fun...i'm happier than b4
thanks ya....give me so much hardship....
i appreciate it well...as my memories...
day after 2moro...you will become my newest memories...
cant take u back...i cant go to the past...
so...let's appreciate each other for this last 2 day....
i love you and i miss you....+.+
2012 will replace you to continue take care on me....
Please ask 2012 to treat me well and take good care on me ya...
you know i'm fragile and weak...so please...dont hurt me...
my heart will bleed...i don't want to be a coldblood girl...
well~~~2012, konichiwa, yoroshiku onegaishimasu ^^
please treat me well, 2012...i depends on you ^^
my good fortune...please come back to me >o<
and hope....i can get my internship go well....
PLEASE BLESS ME CAN GET A JOB FOR MY INTERNSHIP~~~~>o<


everything go with a reason and result....
the world, will not always goes with the way you like
the only way you can change...is yourself..
your thinking, your choice, your decision....

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

i'm Negative.. u know =]

i'm back...here to say...
he's back..back to my side...brought many present for me...
i'm so happy...sincerely...i planned to act angry toward him..
but when i saw him, i realise i smile...
i really miss him that much, till i cant even angry him...
going to pasar malam with him...i'm happy...
i'm appreciate everytime he's beside me...i feel safe =]
but i guess..he don't know...he don't know how important is he for me...
the 2nd nite...we quarrel...seriously...i was worry...
worrying my internship...i know think of the past doesn't helps...
but i cant control myself to think of it...
i feel sad..i chat with meow...but still i cant get myself better...
i even start feel her word is annoying me...sorry...
guess i change back to that me....that negative and sadness...me...
maybe sick make me feel uncomfortable....maybe i'm think too much....
maybe i feel that this place not giving me a comfortable and safe environment for me...
keep trying to protect myself from being hurt...everytime every moment...
is tiring....i wish...i can hold it on....i'm suffering...
see, all negative thinking..haha...
this few day...my mind keep pop out this sentence...他不知道我到底有多爱他
dont ask me why..i really dunno...feel funny when i think of this sentence...
he dont know? no, he know it well....
who can bring back the happy me? i want....that time....
2011 is going to the end...and start 2012...
a new year...a year full of prediction for the end of the world...
but i'm still =] no changed..at all XP
glad to have them..by my side...
like what she post to my fb wall...
总有人默默为你付出...你要珍惜,不是每个人生出来就要对你好
haha...haih... life is lone....Sakura...teach me....train me...to become like you...

总有人默默为你付出...
你要珍惜....
不是每个人生出来就要对你好

Saturday, December 24, 2011

merry christmas =]

Merry Christmas~
to everyone =]
Celyn, why u still care about their thought?
are you crazy? guess so =]
no need to care on other thought., live ur life happily~~
this chrismas, i have my family with me...=]
at least i din feel lonely that much...guess i can live without him XP
Merry Christmas ya, bibi~=]
Merry Christmas to my dear sis, Meow and Pretty ^^

Friday, December 23, 2011

朋友,谢谢

说实在的,我不是一个很会说话的人
我不懂娱乐,不懂财经,不懂社会
我只懂我想懂的事
很抱歉,如果我的沉默阻碍了你
我,不会做作
我,会在你背后默默地关心你,为你祈祷
我,不会为了自己的利益而伤害你
因为我相信,友谊的真心
虽然我常被友谊出卖,呵呵...
我相信总有一天会有明白我的人
陪在我身旁,为我伸张正义
了解我,明白我,体恤我
我相信总有一天我会成功
虽然我承受不了失败
虽然我没有那么好的运气和机会
但是我会努力
为我爱的人和爱我的人,努力加油!
朋友,请原谅我渐渐少去的问候
不是不再把你当作朋友
只是我,真的不会说话,不会安慰别人
总有一天我们会分开,也会再相遇
我相信分开后的我们,会很想念对方
虽然不会常联络
但我更相信,只要你依然真心的把我当成朋友
再相遇时,我一定会把真心的笑容留给你
发自内心的笑着问好
朋友,抱歉如果我这个朋友让你觉得不值的交
不会安慰你,不会陪你聊天
但是我会谢谢你
谢谢你走进我的生命里
谢谢你带给我那么多的快乐与悲伤
让我学会成长
谢谢你/你们
我的人生因为有了你变得更加精彩
^-^



I miss you......

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

thanks god for giving me so much talent and hardships...

hey, i'm back again...
this few day my emotion was not stable...
thati's why i let many people worried, especially those 2 =]
sorry...cant let u enjoy ur travel....i'm ok now =]
sorry..for be mad on you...no worry...i'll go through it very soon =]
well, i still seeking company for my internship...
actually i found few company which have very good learning environment...
but the main problem is..too far for me who dun hv own transport...
mostly....is about PR...it's not my main talent, or should i said the most weak career...
coz i dunno how to communicate with PEOPLE....
i wonder why they have such a good luck to get company...
izzit because they're BRAVE? well, fine...it's not my problem anymore...
what should i concern now is my internship...
they're right...friends cant be the 1 who keep u survive...
at the end, u have to survive urself...FRIENDs, sometime it just...using u...
but thanks god, i have my friends...friends that know how good i am ^^
i'm scare...being hurt...really....
that's why i wont trust everyone except u come and know me...
please, do a good thing...dun hurt other just because of ur benefit...
and Celyn Liau, what u promise urself har??? be brave be brave!!!!
independent leh? whr u hide????ish....
anyway...i'm talent, why?
coz i have imagination... ( that's not talent, that's dreaming ==)
i know how to make the story flow smooth....
i know many many things that i never try to put effort on it...
i will..learn on myself...and be brave...even i know i will pull back @@
thanks GOD, for giving me so many little talent...
i really happy that i could helps who needed it =]
and thanks GOD, for giving me so many hardship to go through...
even sometimes, i gonna give up...but i will keep walking forward....
it's hard to stand up and damm hurt when i fall down without anyone's helps
but it's good for me to learn independent and reality...
GOD, i'm really appreciate all of these...and please...
when i done all of it, pls give me my rewards...=]
please...bless me and all those people i care....safe and health....
give me some tips to let me keep my journey on.....

Monday, December 19, 2011

i'm just a little girl...that need u by my side...

i cant believe...i'm writing my blog in this time....
i have no one to say...to tell that i'm suffering....
yup...i'm a girl that always want to win....easily give up and sked to lose....
i sked....that's why i wont try if i know that's no result...
well...i fail in getting the job...my 1st apply....because i was late...
my six-sense ald told me, i will fail...i know it....
but when it turn to reality, surprisingly, i really feel sad...
i keep finding for new job, but i sked to ask...scare in replying them...
i rely on him...rely on someone who i can rely on....
she's right...that's my job, my intern....i shouldn't ask for anyone helps...
i shouldn't wait for him to decide for me...but i'm really scare....
meow, i'm not angry with u, but myself...i'm too weak...i'm scare....
u see i'm strong...but i'm not....sorry...
i wish u were here....my dear....u give me support everytime i fall...
i know i should ald stand up myself and walk forward independently...
i know every single advises that u all want to tell...but i just cant make it...
i know u're in holidaying and i shouldn't annoying u...
i know u're tired for whole day and so continue with 2moro...
i really do....but i just.....want to chat with u.....
so sorry that i cry again...but i cant hold on anymore....
i'm worried....i'm scared...
oh well....stop with those negative thinking Celyn Liau...
everything will be ok....u're strong even ur heart is fragile...
u're lucky than anyone...dun complain ald....
stand strong...dun rely on anyone ald...u're nt a kid anymore....
u wish u're strong and independent girl in ur story...
so in reality..u hv to be too...u can do it...
u're always....have urself to love u.....no one else will love u more than u love urself....
dear, u don't know...how important u're for me...how much i need u by my side...
u dont know it well....heh...

Sunday, December 18, 2011

maybe...it's a good training for both of us...

ya, it's time to update my blog...manything happen this holiday~
the day after exam...till the day i back to A/S
i was dreaming...whole day...day by day.....
it's fun for me, i'm glad that i have this imagination power =]
11th, our anniversary...it has been so long that we together...
did u notice that =]? guess we tired of celebrating it month by month...
it's turn to family style, which greet each other with mail or text, or even 1 sentence =]
14th, come back A/S with flight....with bibi and his mum =]
it's excited and totally different new experience ^^
i love the natural, the sky, the ocean...very well~~~
don't u notices? it's all combination of white and blue...skyblue =]
pure and calm...that's what i wanna to be all the time =]
it's amazing...to sit plane with the one i loved...it's nice and memorable...
thanks bibi, always give me what i dream...=]
luckily, din miss this part...i send my resume to the company i wish to enter for internship...
but they not reply me yet...so unlucky...
worse part, she gonna apply same company with me, and she was APPROVED by them!!!
what a good luck she have >.> i still waiting...haih +.+
16th, i heading off to Langkawi with family~1 day trips...
it's the first time trips with my family...no miss everyone, but added 2 new members =]
it's fun...i had alot of new experiences...even just only 1 day =]
feeding animal, wearing bigini (@0@!!!), ferry travelling~~~
many many....i really cant finish those things with just typing, i would like to tell personally ^^
i love ocean, the wave...the beauty =]
i love animals...their cuteness, their reliness =]
i appreciate that i met them...meet with those i dream all the time =]
when i go to every place...i think of u..u know?
everywhere...i wish u're beside me , sharing all that with me =]
i tell the ocean that i gonna miss you very much...coz u heading off to HK...
i tell the sand that i gonna walk with u on the beach for 1st time...
but i was walk alone...or should i say..with my family...
did u know how dissapointed for me when i go to the beach for 1st time and walk on it...?
i wanna cry so badly, but i holding it on...i cant..coz i will make u worry...
ok, conclude all, it's fun ^^ i see many SWEET scene in it, hehe >.^
after come back, i went to a wedding dinner....it's pretty and romance =]
i start think of our 1st meet, and our story...how it begin =] sweet~~~
congrate to them, wish them can really hold on each other's hand and walk till the end =]
today...bibi went to penang and board to flight at 3.30pm...
and now, i'm missing him so badly...i tell roommie about that..she used to hear my complain...=P
her comfort, make me wanna cry...i really miss you, did u know?
cant msg u, cant see u, cant know what u're doing, cant tell u what i wish to tell...
the feeling....is bad.....really......even we're together that long period...
but i still....miss you so much....more and more that i never expected...
it's just the 1st day, how i going to stand strong for the next 7 days?
can u come back now? come to whr i stay...standing in front of me..
i wanna...hug u tight....i wanna hear u say : i'll never leave you at least u free my hand...
but i cant....it's a fact that u go to HK...a fact that u're oversea and i am here...
i know i shouldn't make u worry...when everytime u going out without me...
i know...i shouldn't rely on u that much anymore...coz i'm grown up now...right?
i know...u always want me to be matured and independent, right?
that's why we have a deal for 3 years, right?
maybe it will be a good training to us...to be apart for some period....
i will...learn on it, and wait u come back to me...
i'm right here...waiting for you...Yie...

Good fortune will come to you when you're appreciate what is around you
as long as you're satisfied with everything you have... =]

Sunday, December 11, 2011

imagination + reality, i love that much ^_^

Hi bloggie, i'm back...
hehe, feel like want to write blog today..
oh well, how should i start my post??
1 week ago, i had a exam, final...
but i not prepared it well, because really dun have the mood to study but holiday...
so i just read once or twice, go play ald XD
ohya, became sis with Kat and CM, erjie = Kat, dajie = CM
hehe, why leh? coz i duwan be jie jie, cm duwan be mei mei, so we changed!
that's how i have 2 more sis + friends now ==
dajie faces problem, she will told us, included my bibi...naturally @@
erm...how to say leh...the feeling is quite good..hehe ^^
i enjoy it very much and appreciate it, thanks ya, baobei ^^
in the period of exam, people started to do revision
but i started to think of stories....imagination + continuously scene...
seriously, it make me feel happy...and glad that gt someone will share it with me...
and add in some interesting part too~~that's my er jie la!!!
her imagination + six sense...really strong...admire~~!!!
it seem like in reality also go with the flow of stories, OMG!!
er jie, ur six sense dun so strong can ???!!! ==||| *sigh
er jie said i also gt six sense, just not that strong, i hope so...
then in future i will be able to protect myself and dun let them worry about me =]
OMG, i love my imagination so much!!!!
some people feel like have imagination is not a good thing, everyday like dreaming
and stay on their own world..actually, u're wrong...
sometime, imagination just like something that related to reality...
JUST we can change the scene that we think we're not good enough...
so people, dun critic those people who have imagination and like dreaming
You're no right to say them, somemore, because u dun have it =P
(no bias, just my own opinion, dun perasan ya ^^)
think of many stories, but still cant write/draw it out...
i want act~~~~!!!! >.>
happy with you, my imagination~>.^
when i finish write my stories, i'll share out ^^
ohya, forgot to say, i make some christmas present and card for some friends...
hehe, quite nice, but now is not the time to show u, patient ya ^^
next sem will be my intenship...wow, feel like really have to be mature...
god, pls bless me, i feel nervous to walk in work life...
i guess, i have to stop my imagination when walk in my work life...
how? i dun feel like going to do that...omg, faint...>.>

everyone have their own right to do their own thing..
dun judge people in not following ur way...
u're not their GOD, understand?!
good luck ya ^.^

Monday, November 28, 2011

good luck to me ^^

yeah~that's time i come back!!! with a happy mood ^^
i go through it so fast!!arh, surprising me ^^!!!
luckily gt meow and bibi stay with me, comforting me, motivating me all the time~
not forget my darling and kor and some friends~~~
wow, i'm still not alone~~
happy neh~~~
everything will be ok~~since i believe in secondary that well ^^
re-read my post, i realise i always take the silent way
that's why now always get scold from meow~~
she said i so silly, should i express my feeling out! let them know!!
but i duwan, save some nice words for myself
i will be more happy ^^
ok then, gt a interesting weekend~
thanks everyone~love u all ^^ especially those who helps me in my assignment ^^
had a nice movie and dinner with housemates them....
Breaking Dawn Part 1~wow, i like the fight part, so interesting and nervous ^^
going to watch the part 2 too!! heard meow said it's very nice in part 2~!
wait me~~~~~~~
gt many movie to watch leh~~~how leh how leh??
erm......
go back ask my darling want watch with me onot XP
i miss eu~~~~~~friends~~~~~~~~~
everyone~~~~~~~><

bibi, meow, darling...i'm ok now...
even when i look back and after, i still feel a little bit sad and care...
but i believe i can oercome it soon...
thanks for supporting me...sincere...i 100+% appreciate what u did and what u say...
i understand the feeling of all of u being a true friend...
coz i'm that so...so we have to maintain this friendship to last forever ya!!
i will ^^ and hope u all will too ^^
good luck to me, to start new journey ^^
cheers ~~>.^


friendship is a journey to go through
no matter is good or bad, i will accept it
coz i think that's let me know how people's thinking
how to stand up again...
soon and later, maybe u will know who should u be care of
good luck my friends, and so do i ^^

Saturday, November 26, 2011

true friendship...is EXIST!!!

erm...should i write sad thing or good thing?
i think it's same...
things happens once and once...
i know this wont belong to me longer...
still i believe in it...and its exist...
Whitebeard love his crews as his sons, so he sacrified himself to save them...
Luffy willing to sacrifice his live to save his only brother,Ace...and so do Ace...
Everyone believe in Luffy because Luffy deserve it...
and i? i deserve too...just maybe not this time...or this life...
if u ask me will i regret on every single "friendship" i go through...
i will say no...coz in between they hurt me, they still give me a good memories...
even they are so childish and selfish...they still make me laugh all the time...
no bias, dun worry...no one will know who i really am..
coz they don't know me even they think they know me well...
i angry...i sad...because i care....
if they dun care..what can i do? beat them? say bad word on them?
such thing not suit to me....i more prefer PEACE ^^
Silent not mean agree...but that's the way i always do...
Maybe i should really give up on searching true friendship?
but i wont, i will search it with the rest of my life...same as Luffy does...
Everyone take advantage on me...and hurt me me in the end...
do u think i really get that hurt? ya, but on ur pity personality and attitude...
i'm ready to take all along to me since 1st time happens...
prediction always with me, just i choose to ignore...
and now... i know...i should believe my prediction, haha XD
friends, thanks ya ^^ appreciate what u did on me....
thanks for giving me such a hardship...
bibi, sorry for letting u in...i'm sad because it's you...
meow...sorry letting u worry jor..haha... i guess i still need more and more training...
this is the adventure that i should overcome...thanks for being my TRUE friend ^^
RY HL, maybe u're just comfort me as a normal people...
but still thanks for what u did all the time..really happy with having friends like you..
and darling..sorry disturbing u jor...know u sayang me that much geh, hehe
miss you very much >< and i gonna to meet u when i sembreak ><
wait for me ya >< !!
conclusion, i kacau many peoples at the same time, haha....
someday....someone will realise what and who they together with....
i'm just a walker, combination of allen walker and liffy's life...
cheers up my dear Celyn...smile brings happiness...
and you deserve to happy and be protected EVEN ur heart are so kind but fragile ^^

Monday, November 21, 2011

a day with happiness ♥

Since when i started to laugh when i was sad?
i already forgot the feeling..
keep asking myself this question when problem come along
why should i care so much on it?
why am i have such feeling when facing it?
then, i calm down...=]
i keep my happiness day by day, time by time...
thanks to my roommie and bibi...they make me feel more happy rite now =]
yesterday i attended the college ceremany, Convocation and Award 2011
why? coz i got a certificate ^^v
so happy when i get it ^^
So, i learn make up with aunt so that wont bother her to wake up early and helps me
this is my 1st time make up with my own hand, still ok i think ^^
clap to myself * clap clap *me and bibi at Segi University College Kota Damansara ^^handsome and pretty ^^? haha~~~
this is my cert ^^ i'm proud of it ^^
Ohya, in the ceremany, i get know with my senior
they're quite friendly and crazy, i guess ^^?
nice meet with them ^^

today 1st time wearing short pant to college...
seriously i'm not plan to!!
i just lazy to change my pant and have to wash 1 more =.="'
so...my cousemate said i'm cute and sexy ==|||
thanks for ur praise ^^ (hmm...)
my assignment, just left little bit!!!
i'm so happy when lecturer accept it, haha ^^
and through that, i know! SMILE BRINGS HAPPINESS
that's what i tell myself all the time ^^

ok, stop here...continue lagi, sure many people going to vomit ==
suddenly so miss my secondary friends...
does they do well stay well? i miss you guys and girls
all the best to those who having exam!!! GOOD LUCK!! ><


SMILE BRINGS HAPPINESS
that's what i always told myself...
as long as u can keep it longer, you will have a good day
believe yourself in everytime...
time by time, day by day...
good thing will come to you!!! ♥♥

Sunday, November 13, 2011

tidy day~~~~

wee~~today tidied whole room with roommie~
arh, so many dust ><
seems like i'm very ;llazy to tidy O.o
but whatever, i done!!!!
wuhoo~~~happy neh~~
change change ^^
i should continue my change XD
good luck~ ^^

* a good and clean environment will give you positive energy without your notices*

Thursday, November 10, 2011

i think i should put it down, rite =]

i feel like i changing~bit by bit~
i like the way i change...it's make me feel better~
look back on my past...i'm a childish girl~
look forward to my future...i might be a matured woman~
but now...i'm between it...it's that good?
is that the way i trying to be~
half childish, half matured~
i never think one day i will be like this~
i never think one day i would recover from sadness~
even that's still little bit more to leave, i still feel blessed~
maybe this time..i should really put it down...
maybe i should call out what i suppose to call few years ago~
God, can this time u promise with me, it wont happen again?
i really don't want to remember it back...
it's suffering me...it's hurt~not only me, but all people~
i will appreciate what i had around me~
sadness, happiness, anger, hurt~i will accept it will full of my heart...
it let me getting stronger and stronger~
i believe in 1 day, i will be a success "girl"~
surrounding with all sincered treated friend~
that day will come...and i will keep walking forward ^^
good luck~all the best!!!!

PS: all my friends, i miss you so much, sorry if blaming me didn't contact you, i will just caring of u silently~anyway...hope all of you happy and healthy~sincere...=] thanks for giving me so much memories and willing to be my FRIEND, it ^^

* nothing will be last forever and always belong to you
but if you really know how catch it, u can own
i believe, i can and will always be happy + naive ^^v *

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

update week~~

long time no see...my bloggie ^^

lets look on some pics that i should post few~~ weeks ago ^^
1st will be my sem 4 result~17/10
it's quite good rite? i satisfied with it ^^
i never expect that my result will be very good, but it's surprised me ^^
clap to myself ^^

next~~
a cake that bibi brought as my present 22/10
a present to celebrate i get a good result ^^
it's SWEET~~really =="'
but it also teached me, beauty outfit doesn't means good XD
but i trying to be different XP
well, thanks bibi very much, ♥ it ^^

hang out with friends for a movie~named "you're the apple of my eyes" 26/10
it's nice, young, touch~which could let me think back my secondary life
♥ it very much >< i want watch again~~!!!
make a new friend~~樱子 if i not mistaken ^^

next will be genting trips ^^ 29-30/10
a wonderful trips with wonderful peoples that i ever had ^^
KM, KG, KD, AL, CL, DL, HY, YZ
i like this pic very much, everyone look nice
but...someone din see the camera~nice pic wasted T_T

finally, gt 1 ^^

last week~~end
thursday class~going to have a 1 week holiday 3/11
me~~am i look like korean >.@? i wonder~~

bibi ♥ handsome rite ^^ hehe, i think yes then yes lo ^^
doing many stupid things in this weekend~
try to make some cookies or cakes~
but everytime fail~~~zzzz
dissapointed to myself >.>
i really not suit to do cake/cookies those things, suit to cook i guess~
but luckily bibi din say much, keep encouraging me
thanks bibi
♥ ^^
reading few novels~making some "cookies" and jelly~
arh~start watching anime : One Piece
finally gt 1 anime that can attract me like D.Gray.Man
but i still like d.Gray.Man~hope can see newest anime of it soon ><
♥ something happen between me and bibi, its our secret ^^
feel happy, sweet, and care~thanks much much, lovely bibi ^^


today coming back~9/11
shared my place with elders~helping them~
i feel happy~~done a good thing ^^
wee~~~~^^

end my "story"~~
~~~~bubye~~~~

* sometime, follow you heart
if your heart wanna you to do so
just do it without regret
satisfied with what you have
it may not bring good feedback immediately
but soon, gambateh kudasai, mina san ^^ *

Sunday, October 30, 2011

wonderful GENTING trips~!!!

wow, is time for me to update my status ^^
just came back from Genting
had a happy and wonderful trips with meow and bibi's friends, damm tired, but i'm happy ^^
1st time go out with his friend ( most of them ), but i can communicate and play with them naturally, it's good rite? i think so...
the trips only me and meow 2 girl, with 6 boy included bibi
it's not that embarrase going out with so many guy, because they all nice and friendly...
i really admire bibi coz his friend all nices..., everytime go out with his friend, they're really nice!!
but i think they had a BAD impression to me =P
coz i'm like tomboy, running here and thr, jumping crazying, haha...somemore make joke around them ^^
feel sorry to kilometer, he's damm kesian, whole journey kena me and bibi say/kacau
somemore i FORCE him to do thing, hope he wont mind =P haha ^^
bibi feel sorry to them, coz like wasting their money and times that come to the trips with the bad weather
who dun have mistake huh =]? 1st time planning sure like that de lo~~
but really i enjoy it, bibi, like wat i say, they're happy just too tired =]
who doesn't feel tired that slp around 3 am and wake up around 6am for breakfast =]? even i also feel tired lo =]
well, had play many interesting and crazy games ^^
1st day activities : fantasy world, indoor roller coaster, vision master, archery, snow-world, snooker, nite-scene bowling
2nd day : buffet, outdoor spinner, space shot, merry go round x3, bunper boat, racing, sungai rejang flume ride
lets describe our activities~~ we met each other at MCD KLS around 9.30
have a breakfast, then go buy the ticket to genting
it's a mistake that we doesn't brought it earlier..so have to wait till 1 pm
nvm, in between the time, we had played card..many pattern, chodaidi, police, matching games
next, prepared to genting~~!!! everyone quite calm, except me == ( i know i'm too excited >< )
reach there around 2pm, watched a dance while waiting for check in
then we go have a "lunch" marrybrowns~~KM, KG, DL, YY and me~~
YZ, WY and KD go play 1st becoz they had their lunch at KLS...
the chicken is more delicious than KFC and MCD!! smooth and juicy XD
after lunch, we check outdoor, but the mist is too~~~
so our whole day outdoor plan cant work =( its make everyone feel bad and waste
then we go for fantasy world, racing, motoring, shooting, hammering, boxing
they very active in playing hammering and boxing, haha ^^ i also joined ^^
challenge the high score, his friends all very pro~ bow!
finally our ticket just changed a small notebook and a postcard ==
next station dinner, a place that i don't know the name and 1st time go
wonderful, everyone like very happy, and they are so cute!!
we want for a movie, but unluckily the ticket are sold/seperated, so we just go for indoor roller coaster, my 1st time sit =] ( 2nd time actually, sunway had 1 )
wow, not that terrible than i think ^^ its fun ^^ but expensive~~><
vision master, pirate show == then archery~ we all became archer!!!
YZ, WY, KD and bibi very pro, mine? creative shoot == DL is cute, his arrow going to break the glass XD KM...erm, he's quiet ==
WY, KD and DL had go snow-world manytime, so they go for snooker...me, meow, bibi , km and yz go to snow-world..its super cold!! OMG, i wonder why those people can stand in winter @@
meet them at snooker, then we go for nice-scene bowling!! going to 12 o'clock !! wow!!
battery start finishing, especially km...but meow is just warm up ==||
brought some supper, went back hotel lu~bath, tidy, playing card again~~
bibi showed magic with cards~ then we play chodaidi AGAIN, jepun and poker... i'm so lucky!!!! win everytime!!!
km start to fish ald, so we just good night!! 3 am == woke up around 7 am...late ald
after buffet, we go for outdoor game~luckily not that serious ald...
1st play spinner, i was the 1st time, so feel very bad~~but ignore the part i feel unwell, feeling the wind, it's like i'm flying in the sky~the feeling quite nice =]
i felt dizzy after that, and my stomach start to complain...the buffet make me feel wanted to vomit...so i have to rest...feel sorry to them for waiting me recover...sorry everyone!!
me, meow, km and derric going to sit pong pong car, but its for kid...zzz ++
so we go sit merry go round while waiting others play space shot~ they just start after we sit the 3rd time ==
we had a bumper boat competition~~bump bump bump~~haha, all peoples' shoe wet XD
next go for racing~never try!!! but unluckily again, meow cant play coz she don't reach the stated height, feel sorry to her, so only ask her to help us photo~sorry meow =(
wait till we going to "crazy" finally == race ah~~~!!!!!!!
the time is limited, so we just have to give up the mood to play roller coaster...coz it's freaking long queue!!! T_T
so wo go to sungai rejang ride == me, meow and bibi 1 boat, we all wet!!!! OMG!! damm cold when the wind flow through us!! wy and yz 1 boat, but they're not that wet! omg, how they do it!!! km, dl and kd 1 boat, kd have waterproof jacket, so he din wet much~km did a show!haha!! how can he do it!! XD and his action blocked the water that should be apply on dl XD
finish our outdoor activities =( its not worth for RM41 >< )
check out~skyway ticket~bus ticket~~finish our trips~the most funny and happy trips i had!! ^^ they're really fun and cute!! hahaha~~~~~XD
ohya, unforgotable, we had a nice conversation with each others ^^
wish can go again with them =] surely gt my bibi lo ^^ bt i hope that time will be a little bit different XP thanks everyone that give me such a good memories~~^^
done my update~~~enjoy and hope u all feel the same as mine ^^

Personal description : ^^
bibi, cant make a clear description, conclusion, he is the best bf ^^ =crazy-cool prince=
me, i'm active whole trips, so what u think ^^? =happy go lucky princess=
meow, silent in the whole trips, but actually she's not!! well, she is a great friend ^^ =nice-act princess=
km, he's quiet, but also quite noisy, cute somemore~haha, and his funny action make everyone feel warm ^^ i really cant control myself in laughing when his action start to shown XD (meow should be happy or not? haha ^^ ) =funny-blurr prince=
dl, he's cute!! active and not as what i think ^^ nice to meet him and a good friend to make ^^ =active-cute prince=
wy, although me and him not that much connection, but he is really a good friend that let me feel fun =] =silent-cool prince=
yz, he's very outgoing, and can talk to everyone happily ^^ =outgoing prince=
kd, he is silent, reply everyone with his signature smile, it's hard to communicate, but i think he's willing to say if u ask ^^ =cool-smile prince=

Thursday, October 27, 2011

excited weeks~~


finally, my stomach start recover =]
so happy...but still feel tired
this few day keep late slp ><
excited everynite~ i wonder why >.*
haha~~~saturday going to GENTING~!!!!!
with bibi and roommie and bibi's fren ^^
so excited when thinking on it
hehe ^^
but is time to slp~~~
nite everyone and sweet dream ya ^^

Trying to make myself happy...
and i felt i changed, to be more happy
it's a good sign rite? hope i can maintain it ^^
everything around u will become good and nice when you're happy ^^

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

致 亲 =]

一直渴望得到你疼爱
我在心中静静地期待
看完某书以后的感慨
似乎已渐渐的明白
或许是注定的安排
得不到的疼爱
不会让我依赖
在不远的未来
即将会面对的离开
会是我坚强的覆盖


Monday, October 17, 2011

blessed person

i gonna die ald...
fever came to me...
stomach-ache...
3/4 times spent my little small time in the toilet per day...
what happen to my stomach? i wonder....
pls...leave me away......
i duwan you, i want healthy....
fever make me feel sad....
stomach-ache make me feel hopeless...
but i will take it as a hardship in my life...
i'll be ok...just taking a longer time...
huh....cant wake up even....
so sad...

anyway, i'm happy too...
with getting a good result in last sem...
surprising me that i not only pass all but also get a good result..
thanks bibi and meow, u two help me alot...
send u two thousand of thank you...
really....

sorry bibi make u worry le...
i'll be ok, i will take care myself...trying ><
sorry kat when exam u take care on me
and now u going to exam but still have to take care on me...
feel so sorry to u... ><
i wont promise that i will return it back, coz i'm not sure in promise
but i will try my best to help u back...
thanks alot~~!!!!!

people will only feel the care when they're down
and i know, i'm blessed by the GOD
coz i have 2 persons who take care on me...
thousand of thank you came from my heart...
really...i truly appreciate it...
thanks my dears =]

Sunday, October 16, 2011

>< !!

watched real steel~
back to hostel~~
tidied my room~~
cooking~~~
no way~~!!!!
i don't know how to cook ald~~~!!!
failed twice...haih...
feel sorry to roommie, she is my white rat =P
sure she feel bad to my cooking skills...
want to learn back le >< !!!!
gambateh Celyn Liau~~~
good luck and all the best to my new SEM ^^


huh...worrying my result..hope pass all ><

give yourself a try
you will know where and what the mistake is
gambateh ^^

Thursday, October 13, 2011

i....everything will be fine =]

happy birthday to my darling , and a sami that help me in manything =]
wish u both happy always and healthy...

well...is time to say what i want to say...
i brought ALOT of NOVEL, wuuhoo~~~~
super happy, i think gt 2 month din buy book lu ^^
(dun get shock, coz i buy many book at once, read it in quite a long period ^_^)
erm, but unforturnately, my debt to bibi increases T_T
ald reach rm 500...cant cant, hv to stop borrow money with him..
have to start finding work, earn money...
gambateh Celyn Liau, you can do it ^^
manythings....cant see at mirror level...
heard some interesting story...
when u see through the glass, u see whole world...
when u see through mirror, u only see yrself...
just because the mirror have mercury...
u see urself in the mirror, what you think ?
so, what i understand is....
we have to understand deeply the whole story only give comment/conclusion on it
we can give positive opinion, opinion that can balance each other =]
besides that, we have to review ourselves b4 saying other =]
this few day understand alot of life principles, thus changing my way of thinking =]
is it a good sign ^^?
think so~hehe ^^

everything happen with its reason
if you doesn't fully understand
please stop your mouth and action
sometimes, its just happen with what it was
so, give a smile, everything will be fine ^^

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

thinking,,,wonder?

i go back with parent after working, going to my new house which hvnt decorate
yup, still not complete yet...
so now i still staying in my old house, a KAMPUNG that i live for 19 years...
quite sad when think it back..know why?
it's a nice place..clean and natural…full with my childhood memories...
but i will leave it soon...it has been darken...
next location...a new shopping center near to my new house, Tesco
enjoyed my dinner there with my parents, it's nice
not because the food, but the people i with...=]
miss my aunt who love me much since i born, so decide to go her house for chit-chat..
well, not me..is my parent...I'm still not good in communicating with elders...
or should i say, everyone i don’t fully trust? wee~~~
so, i just sitting thr, watching movie in 8TV, listen to their talk...
(title of the movie: the fugitive, Plan B, it's nice!! waiting bibi dl for me ^^)
bibi, now i know why u so like to listen to elders compare to younger...
even sometimes their conversation quite nagging...but its meaningful...
they look back on past, but as a motion to fight for future...
listen to their conversation, i realize I’m so childish all the time...
keep look back on my past, self-pity all the time...
i look on my future, but not trying my best to achieve it...not in 100%
i always ask for reason...why they treat me like that, how can it be that...
i always throw the problem to the one i trust..and never try to solve it myself..
always waiting for solution.... bibi, meow, this two people who treat me sincerely...give me fully helps…
i will only solve the problem myself when i was angry or sad, WITHOUT their helps...
well, I'm digress...(why i always like that huh? ><)

meow, do you think I a good friend or bad? What should I keep, and improve?

Well, I think I’m not a good friend, either good person to stay along =]

Bibi, sorry if last nite what I say is hurting you…

Yup u’re rite, our thinking is much more different…ur thinking is mature but I’m childish…

I wont change my childish thinking, but I will start to follow your matured thinking

Still left 1 and half years to go, and u say u waiting for me rite ^^?

Like what Sabrina’s post, past became history, its solid

We can’t change its shape, but we can decide the coming day….

So, who want to be the one who train my perseverance?

Bibi, I wonder…if u strict to me 5 years ago…Will the “result” more better?

But, I will not be used to it if u change now ^^

Not sure I will/can make it, but I will try now =]

I like to serve people like waitress!! When I have the chance >.^?

(she is blurring ==|||) (I just more good to express my feeling in Chinese noh ><)
(cheh, give excuses again =.=)(WEI! stop saying me!!! ><)

(it’s fact =.=)(you!! Don’t want to talk with you!! Hn ><)
well, i daydreaming AGAIN ==
know you all blurring with what i talk...never mind, i will make a conclusion later ^^

Headache, guess I’m not enuff rest and drink water @@

Should stop my hand here, hehe ^^

you will not be matured if u don't want to listen to other

facing every hardship with a positive way
saying sorry is not means you're low
but you're ready to change yourself better
elders may nagging, but their talk is meaningful and positive
fight for the people you love, and the life you dreaming for
that's what i want to say in this post...
i'm trying to change, to reach the level you are =]
good luck to me, and all the best to all of you ^^

Monday, October 10, 2011

if i wish >.^

life is full of hardship, if u don't satisfied with it, you wouldn't found happiness...
miracles creates from you...
this few day read a lot of meaningful quotes, yes it make me understand many things..
i know life principles all the time, yet i don't get used with it when facing problem...
i know every problem will have their solution...i know it well...
i know what i should do everytime, but unfortunately i don't have the strength
is ok...i will learn from it soon and slowly...
well, just to say, sometimes have to close my eyes...
learned to become matured and independent girl (still like girl)
wanting to be someone you're not is a waste for the person you are
but i'm not...i will try to be someone i want, yet keep my own way...^^v
my bibi gt told me this before...
God will not help people directly, but God will give us a chances or way (guildline)
He give us how to start and the rest is on our hand...
it's not easy, but you will have your own destination...
i remember it well...but i still cant keep my Perseverance longer...
thanks bibi, giving me so much life principles...
even i'm not using it in everytime, but i remember it well =]
2moro will be a good day~~and i'm the best...better than yesterday...
i will remember it when i fall down...
stand up and keep walking, not sitting there and ask for care and love...
i can make my own sky...if i wish~~
perseverance, please stay with me always....
good luck to me~~~

and......to lovely bibi
happy 62 month anniversary ^^
i know this few day we have quite a lot of quarrel
but still we stick to each other =]
waiting you come back, miss eu and
♥ eu ^^

Saturday, October 8, 2011

what is my problem actually?

tired in giving everything...
tired in hoping something...
tired in believing miracles....
tired in waiting someone....
tired in requesting something...
tired in every relationship....
tired in becoming more socialize...
i'm tired....did u understand?
to maintain a relationship isn't easy..
to keep a harmony environment isn't easy...
to keep a good mood isn't easy......
to keep my smile to everyone, isn't easy too....
i'm tired.....did u know?
i'm sad....
i'm angry...
i'm dissapointed...
i'm helpless....
i'm lack of concern...
i'm in fear....
tired of these emotion which bothering me, did u notices?
i'n not good in socialize, but i have to...
i'm not good in communication, but i have to...
i'm not brave in everything except love, but i have to...
i want to write, but i cant...
i want to relax, but i cant...
i want to be safe, but i cant...
i want to have my own journey, but i cant...
why? can u tell me?
Conclusion :
Celyn Liau is in a super crazy and dangerous situation...
please...someone come and help her...

Thursday, October 6, 2011

人生哲理

【人生最美的7个笑容】
1.
被人误解的时候能微微一笑,素养;

2.受委屈的时候能坦然一笑,大度;

3.吃亏的时候能开心一笑,豁达;

4.无奈的时候能达观一笑,境界;

5.危难的时候能泰然一笑,大气;

6.被轻蔑的时候能平静一笑,自信;

7.失恋的时候能轻轻一笑,洒脱。------ 今天的你,笑了吗?

【好习惯成就好人生】
用关心和自责的口吻说话,责人之前先责己。
②遇事找方法,而不是找借口。
养成记录习惯,不要依赖脑袋。
④永远不说不可能。
⑤提醒自己随时记录灵感。
用心倾听不打断别人的话。
⑦每天有意识的真诚赞美别人三次以上。
凡事预先作计划,尽量将目标视觉化。
⑨时刻微笑待人处事
人生不在年龄,贵在心理年轻;衣着不在时尚,贵在舒适合体;
膳食不在丰富,贵在营养均衡;居室不在大小,贵在整洁舒畅;
养生不在刻意,贵在顺其自然;锻炼不在夏冬,贵在持之以恒;
作息不在早晚,贵在规律养成;情趣不在雅俗,贵在童心;
朋友不在多少,贵在求一知己。
【职场心理提示——身在职场必须懂得】
1
、你的爱好就是你的方向,你的兴趣就是你的资本,你的性情就是你的命运;
2
、简单的事情重复做,你就是专家;重复的事情用心做,你就是赢家;
3
、美丽是属于自信者的,从容是属于有备者的,奇迹是属于执著者的,成功是属于顽强者的~
有一种缘分使人渴望;有一种思念天长地久;
有一种感觉无法说出;有一种人生需要沟通;
有一种爱情迟到最真。有一种岁月你要苦苦奋斗,
有一种日子你要不停地走,有一种生活每天织微博,有一种给力叫做互推。
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谁欣然接受了生活的给予,谁就把握了生活的幸福。
看别人不顺眼,是自己修养不够。
人愤怒的那一个瞬间,智商是零,过一分钟后恢复正常。
人的优雅关键在于控制自己的情绪,用嘴伤害人,是最愚蠢的一种行为。
我们的不自由,通常是因为来自内心的不良情绪左右了我们。
一个能控制住不良情绪的人,比一个能拿下一座城池的人强大。
【有关胸怀的心理箴言】
1.
一个输不起的人,往往就是一个赢不了人。
2.
不是生活决定何种品位,而是品位决定何种生活。
3.
性格本身没有好坏之分,乐观和悲观对这个世界都有贡献,前者发明了飞机,后者发明了降落伞。
4.
雨骤,打不湿鸭子的翅膀;狂风,吹不灭萤火的灯光。
5.
大海若没有千尺深度 哪有如山浪头
有的人,因为你对他好,所以觉得你好,他是你爱的人。
有的人,是因为懂得你的好,所以想要对你好,他是爱你的人。
幸福的终点就是你爱的人变成爱你的人。
Grasp all, lose all. Letting go doesn’t mean giving up... it means moving on.
什么都想要,什么都失掉。放手并不代表放弃,而是继续前进。
Never Make Somebody Your Everything, cause when they're gone, you've got nothing
无论如何,不能让某个人成为你的全部。若是有天他们离开了,你将一无所有。
假装坚强,是不想让人看到眼泪;假装开心,是不想让人知道寂寞;
假装高兴,是不想让人看见伤口;假装甜蜜,是不想让人看见泪水;
假装轻松,是不想让人发觉心酸;假装幸福,是不想让人看见疤痕;
假装成熟,是不想让人看出无知;假装聪明,是不想让人看到失败;
假装快乐,是不想让人看出孤独!
人生有两种境界:一是痛而不言,二是笑而不语。
痛而不言是一种智慧,人生在世,往往会因这样或那样的伤害而心痛不已。对坚强的人来说,累累伤痕是生命赐予的最好礼物;
笑而不语是一种豁达,朋友间的戏虐,遭人误解后的无奈,过多的言辞申辩反让人觉得华而不实,莫不如留下一抹微笑,任他人作评。
发怒,是用别人的错误惩罚自己;烦恼,是用自己的过失折磨自己;
后悔,是用无奈的往事摧残自己;忧虑,是用虚拟的风险惊吓自己;
孤独,是用自制的牢房禁锢自己;自卑,是用别人的长处抵毁自己。
摒弃这些,你就会轻松许多!
『三句话给心烦时的自己』
一句算了吧告诉自己,凡事努力但不可执着;
一句不要紧告诉自己,凡事努力了就无怨悔;
一句会过去告诉自己,明媚阳光总在风雨后。
一件事,就算再美好,一旦没有结果,就不要再纠缠,久了会倦,会累;
一个人,就算再留念,如果抓不住,就要适时放手,久了会神伤,会心碎。
有时,放弃是另一种坚持。错失了夏花绚烂,必将会走进秋叶静美。
任何事,任何人,都会成为过去,不要跟它过不去,无论多难,都要学会抽身而退。
曾经拥有的不要忘记;已经得到的更加珍惜;
属于自己的不要放弃;已经失去的留作回忆;
想要得到的一定要努力;累了把心靠岸;
选择了就不要后悔;苦了才懂得满足;
痛了才享受生活;伤了才明白坚强。
If in the heart will feel sad, then please smile to let go. ——
如果放在心里会觉得难过,那么就请微笑着放手吧。