我，更上一步了

好久没写部落格了，感觉自己生疏了很多。每次写部落格都是长篇大论的，读者都会觉得很闷吧？（应该是说，没读者。哈哈！）
有接近一年了，没有更新自己的部落格。老实说，因为懒。
太多的事情发生，还没沉淀自己的心情又要去面对另一件问题，那种让自己喘不过气的感觉，真的很糟糕。我不喜欢。
以前的我总是把不开心的问题写在这里，发泄过后依然觉得很不值得，因为自己并没有因为写了出来而放开。
看回自己在部落格写的东西，嘴角不值觉得上扬。
以前的我，真的是个问题女孩啊~难怪男友总说，比起以前，你进步了很多。
现在的我，学习着把不开心的事放下，不把它写出来，让它腐烂在肚子里。那样，对自己，对别人都好。
有时候，有些事，别人是不会理的。
有时候，有些事，自己知道就好。
学会了，开心的事跟大家分享，不开心的，自己解决。
hmm....我，比以前开朗多了。
有一班那么可爱的室友，那么疼我的男友，那么支持我的家人，我很知足。
不像其他人那样，有名牌包包，有昂贵的礼物...
我有的，只有温馨的环境，平凡的生活。
谁说平凡不好？只要知足就好。
以前和朋友不和，或许是自己不够包容。
以前和男友吵架，或许是自己不够谅解。
以前和家人闹别扭，或许是自己还未看透人生。
太多的事，让我成长了很多。也知道，原来开心的生活，才是最重要的。
不久之后，又要面对室友的离别。
两年多了，室友一个个的离开了，回到自己的家乡，开始新的生活。
除了深深地祝福他们，我真不知道还有什么能做。
不懂得攀谈，还在学习沟通的过程中，庆幸的是，有他们了解我。
在学习的过程中，庆幸的是有朋友明白我。
在生活里，庆幸的是有他陪着我。
我很幸福，所以，我会学者更幸福。
未来的路还很长，还有更多的挫折等着迎接我。
所以我要更努力，努力地去生活，加油！
I'm blessed, i believe!

   update和他最近更新的照片 ^_^

幸福不用言语，只要用心聆听内心的声音

用真心去感受周遭的环境，就会发现，其实还不算糟

=]

Mysterious~♥

Sometime, i choose to be silent and careless...
i know the teory: when you care, you hurt more
experienced uncountable time...
I learn to be calm and steady...
i'm trying to be the perfect me...
The person i decide to be since i step in this society...
I know I'm not strong enough to handle all the things by myself...
I know i still a little girl keep walking my journey to the end of life
I'm not regret on what i choose to do...
I know i don't have that much of time....
Maybe I'm cruel, especially towards BEST friends and families...
the much i care, the much i be cruel to them...
until now, that's only one person who can break through my gap ♡
the only person who can let me put down my mask and be a little weak girl
the only one...=]
i wont force myself to like something i don't like
when i angry, i will distance myself with the person i angry to
i'm unreliable and emotional...
i stay comfort with persons who have mature thinking...
i like to rely on the person who know me...
yet, i'm not used to be the person who let people rely on
You can say i'm weird, selfish....but that's me...
who train me to be like this? God knows~ ^_^
I keep changing~i don't know the real me
i like silent, i like crowd, i like celebration, i like alone...
i like to hang out with Guys, and so girls...
still, haven't meet with my TYPE of girl group...
you don't understand me, i'm not ask you to...
you can't hold me, the let me go...
I don't care, doesn't mean i wont counterattack...
so, don't think i'm always kind enough to let you bully
i'm just don't want to attack anyone...
added a friend is always better than added an enemy
hehe, weido....a mysterious me....
i'm searching it out~
maybe, i will have the answer...soon......

Life is full of Mysterious

The more you walk through, the more you treasure

still have many cave for you to figure out

look back, but keep walk forward

that's life, which no way turn...

it's can't back to the start, but you can walk to the end

with the way you want ♥

You worth something more PRECIOUS~

i cant defy my destiny, my fate....
i cant force my luck to come to me...
i know i own too much~
get an understanding and thoughtful boyfriends~
get some interesting and wonderful best friends~
have such lovely and caring family~
eventhough i gone through many hardship~
eventhough i faced so many unpredictable problem~
eventhough i thought of dying~
i still standing here and walking my path~
continue my education, chit-chat with friends~
laugh out loud together, dreaming together in the midnight....
seriously, i shouldn't request too much....
GOD treat everyone the same...=]
Oh well~ although i always didn't get what i want...
but i still enjoying my everyday....
i love dancing, love singing, love reading~
no one can replace me in this world....
coz i'm who i am....Just the only me....
i believe soon and later, i will become what i dream to be...
and now...i enjoy....my every single moment...
with you or without you...
i will get myself stronger and stronger...
to be who i want~
i have faith on myself, i sure will and can do it~! ^_^
Dont you know? I'm a Princess  ^^
An Angel that bearing the responsibility to bring happiness to the world~v^^v

Sometime, you just not worth for it...

you worth for something more precious....

It will be your no matter what happen...

it wont by your side even you force it to be...

Take it easy and let it go =]

Is it the right time for me to make the decision?

It's always a decision making  in our life....
it's always change time by time...
who am i?
what personality i had and i have to change?
what type of person i am really in?
well, guess i still confusing even i going to be 20th...
have a long and nice chat with roommie...
ya, we're analysing who i am, what is my personality, my strenth and weakness...
seriously, i only know my weakness but not strength...
Yes, i'm sensitive, until sometimes i really get effect by a small thing....
but from the opinion of my roommie...
it can be a weakness or strength...
listen to how she analyse on me, i'm really glad with being her friend...
at least i know i'm not that WORSE nor WORST....^^
she make me change my thinking with both side...(start learning it ^^)
she let me know that this world is not just this way, but another way out...
manythings that i think it's small, she make me think that it's important too...
wow, i really respect her! Admire the way she think...
She told me what is my real problem, what should i change to be...
seriously, i'm thinking over it....
i like her last thing before we end our discussion...
*IF you really want to change, you sure can do it...

your level is not just what i saw, but maybe above higher...

If you really listen to what i say and think deeply on it...

i'm guarantee you will be more successful that SAKURA*
Thanks sis, for putting such a high and wonderful expectation on me...
Maybe...i just don't have the main determination to push me walk forward...
maybe i'm considering TOO much on what i really want to do...
i'm just who i am...i should believe in myself....
i should have faith on my capability...my strength....
Maybe, this time, i should find the way to upgrade myself?
Maybe, it is the time for me to change?
Maybe, it's a evolution of Celyn Liau to become better and successful?
should I?

When nothing goes RIGHT, go LEFT...

A Bend in the road is not the end od the road....

If you think it's impossible, take a breath...

separate the IMPOSSIBLE, you will find IM POSSIBLE =]

 Have faith on youtself, you will not know how strong are you without believe it

No one is in control of your HAPPINESS

you have the power to change ANYTHING about yourself/life that YOU want to change =]

You're SMARTER than you think ^^

starting my new sem last week~
seriously...i still not ready myself to start it...
i'm still in holiday mood...XP
felt bored after my internship...
feel like the time is so "extra" and i had nothing to do....
nevermind~enjoy my life is the best thing!!
in this few week, i had emotional lost control...
suddenly, i feel i want to be alone...
that's why i use to be on past...
suddenly don't want to talk with anyone....
i wondering? huh....
told him about my problem...yet it's doesn't settled but worst...
and we had a BIG quarrel~
dont worry! something like break up will not happen on us...
coz we still love each other and don't want to leave each other alone....
well, it's good for once a long time...
at least each other will know what's wrong, where's stuck....
but, my problem still there!!! emotional still under maintainance!!!
oh gosh~take a bath~~whooo~~~~~~`
yea, not denying...take a bath will make myself more calm...
you're right dear....=]
yea, think of my future now~
planing to take my degree, eventhough i wish work 1st after my diploma...
but...since i feel i'm not that ready to go to work industry...
i choose to study more...Bachelor in Communication....
i wish i could make be different that what i am now....
to be more successful and able to communicate with other more well...
and i'm sure i can do it, with start to train my determination and improve my knowledges...
i know...you...will support me...
so what is my title? randomly? XP
cheers Celyn....you're smarter than you think~^^

It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not.

calming down yourself will make you make a more accurate decision =]

my internship is reaching its endpoint~

finally...it's the last week for my internship~
preparing my intern assignment while working~
quite tiring because lack of time...
but glad that i have a group friends that helps me in it....
flash back to my 1st start working at the company...
it's really challenging yet full of fun...
get praised by my director...it's happy...
but when go deeper on it,  i realise...
it's not that harmony and great as what i think....
the two-faces of peoples make me realise this is the real society...
the cruel and heartless society...
but still, i'm glad that, the colleagues that i met is not what i think for...
with their helps, i learnt alot of things...
i learnt how to say no, and brave to say what i think & wants....
thanks to them...i learnt many society knowledges that no one told me before...
improved my communication skills, bit by bit...
thanks to their straight advises, although it might sound uncomfortable sometimes, but it's still an advise...
i realise i can stand stronger than before....the unexpectable me~=]
thus, i will keep looking forward and walk my journey with all the strength i have...
thanks ya interns group...and my seniors =]

if free must come out yam cha ya!! ^^ "这是个千载难逢的好机会啊~"

feel like missing many interesting part~even my roommate faces problem also dunno...
am i a bad friends + listener? why dont everyone speak to me? >.>
why i'm thinking so much? haih~=="
people will find me when they need me, and i always stay here to help...=]
(learn from work) please do not hesitate to contact me XD
i'm kind enough~and i will keep improve myself to be better than others! that's me!
i know i can do it~! pray for me! the future me!! ^^
miss everyone~my families, my best friends group, my hostel members, interns member, college members...
those who walk in my life and love me~
we will miss soon! i believe!
let's prepare for my another busy week~! fighting! gambateh ^^

* Miracle come to you if you know how to grap it...

I knew, and I will cherish and faces every problem with my stength and courage!

Please wait for my transform!! ^^ *

Sorry that my power is so little and cant protect you...

It's public holiday, Kedah Agong promoted....

Earthquake hit Indonesia...aftershock too...

effected Thailand and Malaysia...

i'm thinking...

is it another warning for everyone in this world to notice how much HE hurt?

think back what we had done...

simply throwing rubbish while walking on the road...

is that so hard for you to hold the rubbish a little bit more and throw it into garbage bin?

this small thing you cant even fulfil

how dare you say want to go green!

haih, feel shame to those who hurt the Earth!

feel sorry to the Earth...

sorry that i couldn't protect you by my little power....

pray for the whole world...pray for peace...

Save this earth with you power...

you could change the ending....