Is it the right time for me to make the decision?

It's always a decision making  in our life....
it's always change time by time...
who am i?
what personality i had and i have to change?
what type of person i am really in?
well, guess i still confusing even i going to be 20th...
have a long and nice chat with roommie...
ya, we're analysing who i am, what is my personality, my strenth and weakness...
seriously, i only know my weakness but not strength...
Yes, i'm sensitive, until sometimes i really get effect by a small thing....
but from the opinion of my roommie...
it can be a weakness or strength...
listen to how she analyse on me, i'm really glad with being her friend...
at least i know i'm not that WORSE nor WORST....^^
she make me change my thinking with both side...(start learning it ^^)
she let me know that this world is not just this way, but another way out...
manythings that i think it's small, she make me think that it's important too...
wow, i really respect her! Admire the way she think...
She told me what is my real problem, what should i change to be...
seriously, i'm thinking over it....
i like her last thing before we end our discussion...
*IF you really want to change, you sure can do it...

your level is not just what i saw, but maybe above higher...

If you really listen to what i say and think deeply on it...

i'm guarantee you will be more successful that SAKURA*
Thanks sis, for putting such a high and wonderful expectation on me...
Maybe...i just don't have the main determination to push me walk forward...
maybe i'm considering TOO much on what i really want to do...
i'm just who i am...i should believe in myself....
i should have faith on my capability...my strength....
Maybe, this time, i should find the way to upgrade myself?
Maybe, it is the time for me to change?
Maybe, it's a evolution of Celyn Liau to become better and successful?
should I?

When nothing goes RIGHT, go LEFT...

A Bend in the road is not the end od the road....

If you think it's impossible, take a breath...

separate the IMPOSSIBLE, you will find IM POSSIBLE =]

 Have faith on youtself, you will not know how strong are you without believe it

No one is in control of your HAPPINESS

you have the power to change ANYTHING about yourself/life that YOU want to change =]