good luck to me ^^

yeah~that's time i come back!!! with a happy mood ^^
i go through it so fast!!arh, surprising me ^^!!!
luckily gt meow and bibi stay with me, comforting me, motivating me all the time~
not forget my darling and kor and some friends~~~
wow, i'm still not alone~~
happy neh~~~
everything will be ok~~since i believe in secondary that well ^^
re-read my post, i realise i always take the silent way
that's why now always get scold from meow~~
she said i so silly, should i express my feeling out! let them know!!
but i duwan, save some nice words for myself
i will be more happy ^^
ok then, gt a interesting weekend~
thanks everyone~love u all ^^ especially those who helps me in my assignment ^^
had a nice movie and dinner with housemates them....
Breaking Dawn Part 1~wow, i like the fight part, so interesting and nervous ^^
going to watch the part 2 too!! heard meow said it's very nice in part 2~!
wait me~~~~~~~
gt many movie to watch leh~~~how leh how leh??
erm......
go back ask my darling want watch with me onot XP
i miss eu~~~~~~friends~~~~~~~~~
everyone~~~~~~~><

bibi, meow, darling...i'm ok now...
even when i look back and after, i still feel a little bit sad and care...
but i believe i can oercome it soon...
thanks for supporting me...sincere...i 100+% appreciate what u did and what u say...
i understand the feeling of all of u being a true friend...
coz i'm that so...so we have to maintain this friendship to last forever ya!!
i will ^^ and hope u all will too ^^
good luck to me, to start new journey ^^
cheers ~~>.^

friendship is a journey to go through
no matter is good or bad, i will accept it
coz i think that's let me know how people's thinking
how to stand up again...
soon and later, maybe u will know who should u be care of
good luck my friends, and so do i ^^

true friendship...is EXIST!!!

erm...should i write sad thing or good thing?
i think it's same...
things happens once and once...
i know this wont belong to me longer...
still i believe in it...and its exist...
Whitebeard love his crews as his sons, so he sacrified himself to save them...
Luffy willing to sacrifice his live to save his only brother,Ace...and so do Ace...
Everyone believe in Luffy because Luffy deserve it...
and i? i deserve too...just maybe not this time...or this life...
if u ask me will i regret on every single "friendship" i go through...
i will say no...coz in between they hurt me, they still give me a good memories...
even they are so childish and selfish...they still make me laugh all the time...
no bias, dun worry...no one will know who i really am..
coz they don't know me even they think they know me well...
i angry...i sad...because i care....
if they dun care..what can i do? beat them? say bad word on them?
such thing not suit to me....i more prefer PEACE ^^
Silent not mean agree...but that's the way i always do...
Maybe i should really give up on searching true friendship?
but i wont, i will search it with the rest of my life...same as Luffy does...
Everyone take advantage on me...and hurt me me in the end...
do u think i really get that hurt? ya, but on ur pity personality and attitude...
i'm ready to take all along to me since 1st time happens...
prediction always with me, just i choose to ignore...
and now... i know...i should believe my prediction, haha XD
friends, thanks ya ^^ appreciate what u did on me....
thanks for giving me such a hardship...
bibi, sorry for letting u in...i'm sad because it's you...
meow...sorry letting u worry jor..haha... i guess i still need more and more training...
this is the adventure that i should overcome...thanks for being my TRUE friend ^^
RY HL, maybe u're just comfort me as a normal people...
but still thanks for what u did all the time..really happy with having friends like you..
and darling..sorry disturbing u jor...know u sayang me that much geh, hehe
miss you very much >< and i gonna to meet u when i sembreak ><
wait for me ya >< !!
conclusion, i kacau many peoples at the same time, haha....
someday....someone will realise what and who they together with....
i'm just a walker, combination of allen walker and liffy's life...
cheers up my dear Celyn...smile brings happiness...
and you deserve to happy and be protected EVEN ur heart are so kind but fragile ^^

a day with happiness ♥

Since when i started to laugh when i was sad?

i already forgot the feeling..
keep asking myself this question when problem come along
why should i care so much on it?
why am i have such feeling when facing it?
then, i calm down...=]
i keep my happiness day by day, time by time...
thanks to my roommie and bibi...they make me feel more happy rite now =]
yesterday i attended the college ceremany, Convocation and Award 2011
why? coz i got a certificate ^^v
so happy when i get it ^^
So, i learn make up with aunt so that wont bother her to wake up early and helps me
this is my 1st time make up with my own hand, still ok i think ^^

clap to myself * clap clap *me and bibi at Segi University College Kota Damansara ^^handsome and pretty ^^? haha~~~
this is my cert ^^ i'm proud of it ^^

Ohya, in the ceremany, i get know with my senior
they're quite friendly and crazy, i guess ^^?
nice meet with them ^^

today 1st time wearing short pant to college...
seriously i'm not plan to!!
i just lazy to change my pant and have to wash 1 more =.="'
so...my cousemate said i'm cute and sexy ==|||
thanks for ur praise ^^ (hmm...)
my assignment, just left little bit!!!
i'm so happy when lecturer accept it, haha ^^
and through that, i know! SMILE BRINGS HAPPINESS
that's what i tell myself all the time ^^

ok, stop here...continue lagi, sure many people going to vomit ==
suddenly so miss my secondary friends...
does they do well stay well? i miss you guys and girls
all the best to those who having exam!!! GOOD LUCK!! ><

SMILE BRINGS HAPPINESS
that's what i always told myself...
as long as u can keep it longer, you will have a good day
believe yourself in everytime...

time by time, day by day...

good thing will come to you!!! ♥♥

tidy day~~~~

wee~~today tidied whole room with roommie~
arh, so many dust ><
seems like i'm very ;llazy to tidy O.o
but whatever, i done!!!!
wuhoo~~~happy neh~~
change change ^^
i should continue my change XD
good luck~ ^^

* a good and clean environment will give you positive energy without your notices*

i think i should put it down, rite =]

i feel like i changing~bit by bit~
i like the way i change...it's make me feel better~
look back on my past...i'm a childish girl~
look forward to my future...i might be a matured woman~
but now...i'm between it...it's that good?
is that the way i trying to be~
half childish, half matured~
i never think one day i will be like this~
i never think one day i would recover from sadness~
even that's still little bit more to leave, i still feel blessed~
maybe this time..i should really put it down...
maybe i should call out what i suppose to call few years ago~
God, can this time u promise with me, it wont happen again?
i really don't want to remember it back...
it's suffering me...it's hurt~not only me, but all people~
i will appreciate what i had around me~
sadness, happiness, anger, hurt~i will accept it will full of my heart...
it let me getting stronger and stronger~
i believe in 1 day, i will be a success "girl"~
surrounding with all sincered treated friend~
that day will come...and i will keep walking forward ^^
good luck~all the best!!!!

PS: all my friends, i miss you so much, sorry if blaming me didn't contact you, i will just caring of u silently~anyway...hope all of you happy and healthy~sincere...=] thanks for giving me so much memories and willing to be my FRIEND, ♥ it ^^

* nothing will be last forever and always belong to you
but if you really know how catch it, u can own
i believe, i can and will always be happy + naive ^^v *

update week~~

long time no see...my bloggie ^^

lets look on some pics that i should post few~~ weeks ago ^^

1st will be my sem 4 result~17/10

it's quite good rite? i satisfied with it ^^
i never expect that my result will be very good, but it's surprised me ^^

clap to myself ^^ ♥♥

next~~
a cake that bibi brought as my present 22/10
a present to celebrate i get a good result ^^

it's SWEET~~really =="'
but it also teached me, beauty outfit doesn't means good XD
but i trying to be different XP
well, thanks bibi very much, ♥ it ^^

hang out with friends for a movie~named "you're the apple of my eyes" 26/10
it's nice, young, touch~which could let me think back my secondary life

♥♥ it very much >< i want watch again~~!!!

make a new friend~~樱子 if i not mistaken ^^

next will be genting trips ^^ 29-30/10
a wonderful trips with wonderful peoples that i ever had ^^
♥♥ KM, KG, KD, AL, CL, DL, HY, YZ ♥♥
i like this pic very much, everyone look nice ♥♥
but...someone din see the camera~nice pic wasted T_T

finally, gt 1 ^^ ♥♥

last week~~end
thursday class~going to have a 1 week holiday 3/11
me~~am i look like korean >.@? i wonder~~♥

♥ bibi ♥ handsome rite ^^ hehe, i think yes then yes lo ^^
doing many stupid things in this weekend~
try to make some cookies or cakes~
but everytime fail~~~zzzz
dissapointed to myself >.>
i really not suit to do cake/cookies those things, suit to cook i guess~
but luckily bibi din say much, keep encouraging me
thanks bibi ♥♥ ^^
reading few novels~making some "cookies" and jelly~
arh~start watching anime : One Piece
finally gt 1 anime that can attract me like D.Gray.Man
but i still like d.Gray.Man~hope can see newest anime of it soon ><
♥♥ something happen between me and bibi, its our secret ^^
feel happy, sweet, and care~thanks much much, lovely bibi ^^ ♥♥

today coming back~9/11
shared my place with elders~helping them~
i feel happy~~done a good thing ^^
wee~~~~^^

end my "story"~~
~~~~bubye~~~~

* sometime, follow you heart
if your heart wanna you to do so
just do it without regret
satisfied with what you have
it may not bring good feedback immediately
but soon, gambateh kudasai, mina san ^^ *