许下了承诺
给自己三年的时间改变
三年的期间
必须把我的任性，脾气，处事风格改掉
说起来还蛮难的
俗语说：学坏一天，学好一年
真的很对
其实我的性格不是这样的
只是接触多了，有得学就学
才会变成现在这样
三年的时间
希望我能成功做到
面对事情，面对大众
不管多么困难
我都应该坚持
虽然由于自己的决定
但既然决定了，就没有后悔的余地
加油，不放弃
是我对自己说过的话
是能给我支持，给起我勇气？
没有人，没关系
把任性收敛
把脾气改掉
把想太多的性格从生活中删除掉
把爱哭的性格收起来
把勇敢拿出来
把坚持放出来
我要变坚强
我要变勇敢
我要独立
我要冷静地分析处理事情
我要做那个让你骄傲的女人
让那些看扁我的人
那些讽刺我排挤我的人
低着头，对我说一声，我错了，对不起！
PS : 不过，这过程里，也会跌得很重，摔得很伤，所以，需要一双肩膀，一句安慰，一个拥抱，一句真心的鼓励，握着我的手，继续走下去～我相信，我可以，加油！！^_^
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Update~
This few day, manything had happen around me...
Dont know how should i start, dont know how should i talk....
Freshies night had end last Friday...the first event i join with other people..first time join a event without my friend or family....New experience for me, but that day....Was also hubby's birthday...i bring him go together to the freshies night but i just can left him sit at there alone.Even though he keep said nevermind, but i know, he feel very lonely..Sure, come to a stranger event,no other friend beside,for me sure get mad le, but i know he "tahan" tiao...hehe...lagipun, that day i very unlucky de..summit assignment but forget write the name, then walk till leg muscle pain, then when come to the frishies night shoes break =.='' but a new shoes but at last my leg get hurt and bleed...oh no...but at least, hubby beside me, and we had a wonderful and sweet "night"....(dun misundertand ya ^^) last weekend i was so happy and feel very sweet, dinner with hubby's relative twices but i does not feel strange or afraid, cause they are very welcome me...hehe, sure lo, so leng lui ma ^^ (ohno =.=)
Abit dont want to come back hostel, cause for me, hostel is just a place of study and rest...sometimes pat with friend, but that's no a home feeling...yes, it's quite free, and nobody limiting me, but such life make me more and more lazy...i want a home better then a hostel, why? at least, when I feel tired, i can go chat with them, eat home cooked food...i more like that life,really.... I would rather drive long journey to come to school, because at least when i go back home, I still can feel the safety and warmy...
erm...Finally complete 2 assignment...still left 3...new de, haih...and homework...no >o< but i think i can handle it, i can!! ^^ heard someone's friend passed away, I dont know the reason and how...So i dont know how to comfort her...And I also not really know it (OMG!!better dun say =.='') But I really want to tell her...Its already enuff if her friend can be an Angel and support them in the sky...cause many people cant become an Angel even they're quite a nice person. God bless them, and hope those sad thing will pass with the time....We really need to appreciate who or what beside us, because when its gone, You cant never see it again.
I really scare i will face same situation too, but i need to tell myself, i need to be strong, and believe that everything will be fine and miracle will come to me...I believe that...like what hubby told me, we cant guarantee our future, but there is always a way to go for your future...Our future we control ourselve, if that is really setted, we also cant do anything...(what i'm talking about =.=) At least, we had try our best...Cherish.
Dont know how should i start, dont know how should i talk....
Freshies night had end last Friday...the first event i join with other people..first time join a event without my friend or family....New experience for me, but that day....Was also hubby's birthday...i bring him go together to the freshies night but i just can left him sit at there alone.Even though he keep said nevermind, but i know, he feel very lonely..Sure, come to a stranger event,no other friend beside,for me sure get mad le, but i know he "tahan" tiao...hehe...lagipun, that day i very unlucky de..summit assignment but forget write the name, then walk till leg muscle pain, then when come to the frishies night shoes break =.='' but a new shoes but at last my leg get hurt and bleed...oh no...but at least, hubby beside me, and we had a wonderful and sweet "night"....(dun misundertand ya ^^) last weekend i was so happy and feel very sweet, dinner with hubby's relative twices but i does not feel strange or afraid, cause they are very welcome me...hehe, sure lo, so leng lui ma ^^ (ohno =.=)
Abit dont want to come back hostel, cause for me, hostel is just a place of study and rest...sometimes pat with friend, but that's no a home feeling...yes, it's quite free, and nobody limiting me, but such life make me more and more lazy...i want a home better then a hostel, why? at least, when I feel tired, i can go chat with them, eat home cooked food...i more like that life,really.... I would rather drive long journey to come to school, because at least when i go back home, I still can feel the safety and warmy...
erm...Finally complete 2 assignment...still left 3...new de, haih...and homework...no >o< but i think i can handle it, i can!! ^^ heard someone's friend passed away, I dont know the reason and how...So i dont know how to comfort her...And I also not really know it (OMG!!better dun say =.='') But I really want to tell her...Its already enuff if her friend can be an Angel and support them in the sky...cause many people cant become an Angel even they're quite a nice person. God bless them, and hope those sad thing will pass with the time....We really need to appreciate who or what beside us, because when its gone, You cant never see it again.
I really scare i will face same situation too, but i need to tell myself, i need to be strong, and believe that everything will be fine and miracle will come to me...I believe that...like what hubby told me, we cant guarantee our future, but there is always a way to go for your future...Our future we control ourselve, if that is really setted, we also cant do anything...(what i'm talking about =.=) At least, we had try our best...Cherish.
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