Update~

This few day, manything had happen around me...
Dont know how should i start, dont know how should i talk....
Freshies night had end last Friday...the first event i join with other people..first time join a event without my friend or family....New experience for me, but that day....Was also hubby's birthday...i bring him go together to the freshies night but i just can left him sit at there alone.Even though he keep said nevermind, but i know, he feel very lonely..Sure, come to a stranger event,no other friend beside,for me sure get mad le, but i know he "tahan" tiao...hehe...lagipun, that day i very unlucky de..summit assignment but forget write the name, then walk till leg muscle pain, then when come to the frishies night shoes break =.='' but a new shoes but at last my leg get hurt and bleed...oh no...but at least, hubby beside me, and we had a wonderful and sweet "night"....(dun misundertand ya ^^) last weekend i was so happy and feel very sweet, dinner with hubby's relative twices but i does not feel strange or afraid, cause they are very welcome me...hehe, sure lo, so leng lui ma ^^ (ohno =.=)
Abit dont want to come back hostel, cause for me, hostel is just a place of study and rest...sometimes pat with friend, but that's no a home feeling...yes, it's quite free, and nobody limiting me, but such life make me more and more lazy...i want a home better then a hostel, why? at least, when I feel tired, i can go chat with them, eat home cooked food...i more like that life,really.... I would rather drive long journey to come to school, because at least when i go back home, I still can feel the safety and warmy...
erm...Finally complete 2 assignment...still left 3...new de, haih...and homework...no >o< but i think i can handle it, i can!! ^^ heard someone's friend passed away, I dont know the reason and how...So i dont know how to comfort her...And I also not really know it (OMG!!better dun say =.='') But I really want to tell her...Its already enuff if her friend can be an Angel and support them in the sky...cause many people cant become an Angel even they're quite a nice person. God bless them, and hope those sad thing will pass with the time....We really need to appreciate who or what beside us, because when its gone, You cant never see it again.
I really scare i will face same situation too, but i need to tell myself, i need to be strong, and believe that everything will be fine and miracle will come to me...I believe that...like what hubby told me, we cant guarantee our future, but there is always a way to go for your future...Our future we control ourselve, if that is really setted, we also cant do anything...(what i'm talking about =.=) At least, we had try our best...Cherish.