i think i should put it down, rite =]

i feel like i changing~bit by bit~
i like the way i change...it's make me feel better~
look back on my past...i'm a childish girl~
look forward to my future...i might be a matured woman~
but now...i'm between it...it's that good?
is that the way i trying to be~
half childish, half matured~
i never think one day i will be like this~
i never think one day i would recover from sadness~
even that's still little bit more to leave, i still feel blessed~
maybe this time..i should really put it down...
maybe i should call out what i suppose to call few years ago~
God, can this time u promise with me, it wont happen again?
i really don't want to remember it back...
it's suffering me...it's hurt~not only me, but all people~
i will appreciate what i had around me~
sadness, happiness, anger, hurt~i will accept it will full of my heart...
it let me getting stronger and stronger~
i believe in 1 day, i will be a success "girl"~
surrounding with all sincered treated friend~
that day will come...and i will keep walking forward ^^
good luck~all the best!!!!

PS: all my friends, i miss you so much, sorry if blaming me didn't contact you, i will just caring of u silently~anyway...hope all of you happy and healthy~sincere...=] thanks for giving me so much memories and willing to be my FRIEND, ♥ it ^^

* nothing will be last forever and always belong to you
but if you really know how catch it, u can own
i believe, i can and will always be happy + naive ^^v *