thanks god for giving me so much talent and hardships...

hey, i'm back again...
this few day my emotion was not stable...
thati's why i let many people worried, especially those 2 =]
sorry...cant let u enjoy ur travel....i'm ok now =]
sorry..for be mad on you...no worry...i'll go through it very soon =]
well, i still seeking company for my internship...
actually i found few company which have very good learning environment...
but the main problem is..too far for me who dun hv own transport...
mostly....is about PR...it's not my main talent, or should i said the most weak career...
coz i dunno how to communicate with PEOPLE....
i wonder why they have such a good luck to get company...
izzit because they're BRAVE? well, fine...it's not my problem anymore...
what should i concern now is my internship...
they're right...friends cant be the 1 who keep u survive...
at the end, u have to survive urself...FRIENDs, sometime it just...using u...
but thanks god, i have my friends...friends that know how good i am ^^
i'm scare...being hurt...really....
that's why i wont trust everyone except u come and know me...
please, do a good thing...dun hurt other just because of ur benefit...
and Celyn Liau, what u promise urself har??? be brave be brave!!!!
independent leh? whr u hide????ish....
anyway...i'm talent, why?
coz i have imagination... ( that's not talent, that's dreaming ==)
i know how to make the story flow smooth....
i know many many things that i never try to put effort on it...
i will..learn on myself...and be brave...even i know i will pull back @@
thanks GOD, for giving me so many little talent...
i really happy that i could helps who needed it =]
and thanks GOD, for giving me so many hardship to go through...
even sometimes, i gonna give up...but i will keep walking forward....
it's hard to stand up and damm hurt when i fall down without anyone's helps
but it's good for me to learn independent and reality...
GOD, i'm really appreciate all of these...and please...
when i done all of it, pls give me my rewards...=]
please...bless me and all those people i care....safe and health....
give me some tips to let me keep my journey on.....