true friendship...is EXIST!!!

erm...should i write sad thing or good thing?
i think it's same...
things happens once and once...
i know this wont belong to me longer...
still i believe in it...and its exist...
Whitebeard love his crews as his sons, so he sacrified himself to save them...
Luffy willing to sacrifice his live to save his only brother,Ace...and so do Ace...
Everyone believe in Luffy because Luffy deserve it...
and i? i deserve too...just maybe not this time...or this life...
if u ask me will i regret on every single "friendship" i go through...
i will say no...coz in between they hurt me, they still give me a good memories...
even they are so childish and selfish...they still make me laugh all the time...
no bias, dun worry...no one will know who i really am..
coz they don't know me even they think they know me well...
i angry...i sad...because i care....
if they dun care..what can i do? beat them? say bad word on them?
such thing not suit to me....i more prefer PEACE ^^
Silent not mean agree...but that's the way i always do...
Maybe i should really give up on searching true friendship?
but i wont, i will search it with the rest of my life...same as Luffy does...
Everyone take advantage on me...and hurt me me in the end...
do u think i really get that hurt? ya, but on ur pity personality and attitude...
i'm ready to take all along to me since 1st time happens...
prediction always with me, just i choose to ignore...
and now... i know...i should believe my prediction, haha XD
friends, thanks ya ^^ appreciate what u did on me....
thanks for giving me such a hardship...
bibi, sorry for letting u in...i'm sad because it's you...
meow...sorry letting u worry jor..haha... i guess i still need more and more training...
this is the adventure that i should overcome...thanks for being my TRUE friend ^^
RY HL, maybe u're just comfort me as a normal people...
but still thanks for what u did all the time..really happy with having friends like you..
and darling..sorry disturbing u jor...know u sayang me that much geh, hehe
miss you very much >< and i gonna to meet u when i sembreak ><
wait for me ya >< !!
conclusion, i kacau many peoples at the same time, haha....
someday....someone will realise what and who they together with....
i'm just a walker, combination of allen walker and liffy's life...
cheers up my dear Celyn...smile brings happiness...
and you deserve to happy and be protected EVEN ur heart are so kind but fragile ^^