my forever happiness in my life, i guess..?

helo~~ hehe ^^
this blog created is for me to express my feeling~
this time, i want to say~i really like dreaming...
why say so?
everyone beside me should know at least 1 thing...
that's i like to read novel~especially no fact and love~
well, i agree, i really LOVE to read it~SUPER
erm, i don't think it only me like to read..almost every girl love~that's what i know~
maybe people will think...it's normal~
but for me, it's not normal~
why? because i not only LOVE to read, but also LOVE to imagine, and dream
SUPER HUH?? since...primary six, i guess...
before UPSR, who give me the chance to read those book?
who give me the chance to think about LOVE?
it's secret...hehe ^^
but the disadvantage is, it's really effected my study =]
what choice leh, i LOVE it since i start to read =]
maybe...lack of safe, living in fear...it make me find my happiness in something
and my happiness, is dreaming and imagine~^^
reading those book make me feel happy
i think that will be 1 of the reason why i so earlier fell in love (hmm..)
still remember, everytime i go to popular
my body will automatic turn to those book side...
even when secondary, i was no money to buy those book
but still i will turn to there, see also siok ma.. ^^ (zzzz...)
everytime having book fair in secondary school
i will ask my mum to give me some money for buying books
erm...actually i want to buy those book geh..
but if let my mum know, i sure kena scold...
so i will buy some revision book to cover if i want ^^
i dreamed thousand scene of 1st meeting with my prince...
but at last...== (it told u, dream will never come true ==)
yala, i know...dream never come true...
but i still cant stop myself to dream...
coz i can have my happiness when dreaming...
i still remember when i buy 1st no fact novel...
i was so~~~~~happy...
and i read the book 3 times until now i still remember the story...
(wow, crazy girl @.@ )
and i remembered, i asked my bf buy for me....
or i should said, i borrow with him 1st, when i gt money just return?
he's nice, he really brought it for me ^^
that was my memories...a wonderful secondary school memories
until now, i graduated, i "matured"
i still LOVE to read it =]
tell you 1 more thing, this holiday was my greatest holiday ^^
coz i finally can read my books openly everyday~~
wahahah XD
my parent wont stop me, no one will stop me ^^
the only thing i not satisfied is....
why i still cant collect all those book leh~~~!!
online read not siok de...the story like cut and cut de...
haih...i want buy all those book la ><
money money come come~~~
i want A LOT of money~~~~><
ohya, i will be very happy if my gift was those books...
especially gt whole episode de XD
wahahaha~~
well, that's my happiness in my life =]
my bf also cant stop me to read those books...
coz i "met" it 1st ma ^^ don't angry noh, my bibi ^^
i think, i will keep going...
not only in collecting those books, but also my journey...
the real journey that i should walk through the end...
even till now, i still cant confirm what i want to be....
but i will figure it out.... ^^
would u wish me ? sincerely?
haha, is ok if not...coz i still will do the same thing...
my forever happiness~reading~(no fact ==) =]