sorry to myself...

To Myself,

Sorry that I make you feel uncomfortable every time...

Sorry that I didn't listen to what you say....

Sorry that I didn't take good care on you...

Sorry that I let you sick for so long....

Sorry that I always leave my negative feeling to you....

Sorry that I always give problem to you without solution...

Thousand of Sorry I want to say to you....

every promises I keep, I can't fulfil it....

I feel I'm so troublesome...and useless....

I keep searching for the reason but I cant get it....

I always say that the whole world hate me without reason...

But I didn't think it carefully...is it really my fault...

sorry girl...I gave you so much trouble and uncomfortable...

until now...I feel I'm wrong...and you already not respond to me...

am I too late?

I just want to start over....become another perfect person....

please...respond me....give me some guild so that I can continue my journey....

I really feel so clueless....

Please give me sometime, and grant me some power, for me to be strong again like I used to be when in Form 3..
I will prove to you and everyone that I was once independent, I will be independent again...

God Bless... ><